"I shut myself up deep down in those gloomy memories and only went about chasing those shadows ... I want to love everything now. I will run until the end of that faraway sky. Even if I lose those precious memories, I have gained a new future."
 : Miranda. Akai. 18. Florida. Seoul .+ follow | Email | Seoul | twitter | Tumblr 서울메이트:
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written on Tuesday, October 9, 2012 @ 4:09 PM ✈
I am really missing Seoul recently!
I miss the subways, and being able to just go places, I miss being comfortable with myself. It is really strange every time I think about it.
I have felt really unmotivated, and have had no energy recently. I find my self sleeping 12 hours a day and then some. There is so much work I need to get done as well. I don't know why I am like this.
I feel okay most of the days, but as soon as I sit or chill alone, I am overcome with so many thoughts I just want to sleep it all away.
Some things I need to get done :
 Study for Quiz on China for Intro to East Asia Finish my chapter 5 review for Religion (Finally read the chapter) Finish Jainism Presentation due tomorrow. Study for Religion Midterm ( I am worried about this class) Write Journal entry for Intro to East Asia Review for Japanese Chapter Test
It feels like there is more, but maybe it is stuff due in the future. Midterms are already coming up. I am really worried to be honest. A classmate is coming over today to review for the Japanese test, even though I feel ok with it, she wants some help.
I have class tonight as well.
Something just feels off, and I can't place it...
I have been looking into the study abroad programs for Korea, to find which one is best for me financially. I also think I have decided I don't want to live on campus anymore. It is about the same price to stay in a guesthouse and get meals included than a dorm without meals...
I really don't like living on campus...
I have a lot of time to figure it all out as well... I need to go talk to financial aid tomorrow as well....
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