"I shut myself up deep down in those gloomy memories and only went about chasing those shadows ... I want to love everything now. I will run until the end of that faraway sky. Even if I lose those precious memories, I have gained a new future."
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Sleepless Night
written on Sunday, September 23, 2012 @ 2:51 AM ✈
So today I woke up in kind of a weird mood, mostly because of the dream I had.
I didn't do anything all day. I stayed in the dorm, and watched dramas all day.
I have had a lot on my mind. I had such a great time in Seoul I want to go back as soon as possible! I felt so comfortable there I don't know exactly how to say in words what I mean. Here, I don't feel comfortable or confident. I wish I could have kept that feeling. Being in Miami again really sucks.
I've been thinking about the stuff that happened with Dave. I know it was really just a hook up, but there are a few things that were said and done still sticking to me... I don't know. It's weird. I know with time this weird feeling will go away.
My friend in Korea sent me the rest of the pictures from when we went out, that cheered me up some!
   
I had a really great time on this night! I am glad there are at least pictures to remember. :)
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Today I have also been looking around different study abroad programs in Seoul. So far the main ones I am looking at are Yonsei, Ewha, and Hongik.
I have an appointment with study abroad office on Monday, mostly to get some information and make sure I do everything I need to do for this to work out. I also need to go see an academic adviser about taking online classes next semester.
I want to go back home next semester and save some money on the dorm, also possibly find a job (here we go again orz)
I really wish I could home sometime soon, just because I want to be somewhere comfortable and familiar after all this. But it looks like my next chance will be for Thanksgiving...
My roommate is renting a car and I am going to ride with her to Palm Bay and then my mom pick me up there... I'm ready to go home T_T;;
Tomorrow I plan on catching up on a bunch of the reading I have to do for a couple of my classes and also doing laundry... other than I guess I will be festering again.
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