"I shut myself up deep down in those gloomy memories and only went about chasing those shadows ... I want to love everything now. I will run until the end of that faraway sky. Even if I lose those precious memories, I have gained a new future."
This is post is just about my love for these 5 boys ♥
I was laying here in the dorm watching the Love in the Ice performance from the T Tour Concert DVD and it had me thinking... I just wanted to write out what I was thinking so one day I can look back on this post.
As I was listening to this song I realized how many lonely and hard times this song in particular has gotten me though. These five boys have gotten me through so many things in the past 4~5 years. I really can't even explain how. I 100% honestly don't know where I would be right now without them. ( As silly as that sounds)
They opened the doors to Korean culture, and Korean dramas, fanfiction, other kpop bands, everything I do in my free time. If it wasn't for them would I want to teach English in Korea? I don't know what I would want to be, and my outlook on things would be completely different.
I have also met so many amazing people in the past couple years because of these five boys. I have had the chance to travel around to New York City to see them. (Although one day I hope it will be all five at once!) And it has finally hit me tonight that I am going to Korea! I met Eelan because of the boys, I met up with Eelan because of the boys' concerts.
I am going to Korea with Eelan. It is all so unreal. I can't believe it. Even though there are times I loose touch with the boys, I think for the rest of my life I remember their impact on my life.
I felt like there was more I wanted to say but I don't know how to put it in words....
This is post is just about my love for these 5 boys ♥
I was laying here in the dorm watching the Love in the Ice performance from the T Tour Concert DVD and it had me thinking... I just wanted to write out what I was thinking so one day I can look back on this post.
As I was listening to this song I realized how many lonely and hard times this song in particular has gotten me though. These five boys have gotten me through so many things in the past 4~5 years. I really can't even explain how. I 100% honestly don't know where I would be right now without them. ( As silly as that sounds)
They opened the doors to Korean culture, and Korean dramas, fanfiction, other kpop bands, everything I do in my free time. If it wasn't for them would I want to teach English in Korea? I don't know what I would want to be, and my outlook on things would be completely different.
I have also met so many amazing people in the past couple years because of these five boys. I have had the chance to travel around to New York City to see them. (Although one day I hope it will be all five at once!) And it has finally hit me tonight that I am going to Korea! I met Eelan because of the boys, I met up with Eelan because of the boys' concerts.
I am going to Korea with Eelan. It is all so unreal. I can't believe it. Even though there are times I loose touch with the boys, I think for the rest of my life I remember their impact on my life.
I felt like there was more I wanted to say but I don't know how to put it in words....
" Don't let todays disappointments cast a shadow over tomorrow's dream"
This blog is old, I have had it for over a year now, and as I have read through old and new entries I have changed so much. But I think its for the best and I am eager to see the ways I will change in the future. I hope to keep this blog for a long time, so when I'm old I can look back and remember the ways I used to be.
my sunshine
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