So I have been in the dorm for about 4 days night and even though I am still getting used to things, I am beginning to like it. I get along pretty good with one of my roommates. I also think all my classes will be pretty good this semester as well.

Almost all my professors are okay with me missing class for my korea trip. I have not talked to my Japanese professor yet about it, but I think I will on Friday. Speaking of Friday there is a hurricane heading this way on Friday. It is a small one though so it will probably just be rainy and windy. 

I have been having many mixed feelings recently. It seems whenever I enter the dorm I get feel depressed. And it makes me want to get out, but at the same time there isn't much for me to do outside of my dorm either. I have been talking to Kimi more, it is comforting but I'm scared of that too. I don't want to get to reliant on her again, or too attached. I feel like when school starts for her, she will meet new people and move on from me again. Maybe it is the moments and memories that I miss more than anything. I want to think that this time will be different but I really don't know. Has she matured since then? Have I? I don't know... 

Today I had a long day of classes 12 -4 and also had to stop by the financial aid office earlier on. I am short a bit of money and had to pay the difference, and I'm still trying to come up with the money for my textbooks. It is all so stressful, and I think my best option for next semester is to take online classes, and not pay the outrageous prices for a freshman dorm. But by the end of the semester I will have just gotten used to things. 

Later on my roommate and I decided to walk to Publix, and we ended up buying a 12 pack of tea and 2 gallons of water, it was horrible carrying that all the way back to the dorm ;___; 

As much as I wanted to get away from home, and as much as I bitched about my family, it's weird being so far away knowing only a few people.

I hope it all gets better, and there is only 2 weeks until I leave for Korea! Eelan and I are meeting up in NYC on the 5th and also meeting out other friend for that night, since she is also leaving from JFK about an hour later than us on the 6th. We want to be able to sleep on the flight so we plan on staying up.

I think by that time I will be ready to get off campus for awhile haha.

Tomorrow I have don't have any classes until 8PM. so I am going to organize my dorm a bit better , do my Japanese homework, read my book for SLS, and fester on my laptop watching dramas.

   

So I have been in the dorm for about 4 days night and even though I am still getting used to things, I am beginning to like it. I get along pretty good with one of my roommates. I also think all my classes will be pretty good this semester as well.

Almost all my professors are okay with me missing class for my korea trip. I have not talked to my Japanese professor yet about it, but I think I will on Friday. Speaking of Friday there is a hurricane heading this way on Friday. It is a small one though so it will probably just be rainy and windy. 

I have been having many mixed feelings recently. It seems whenever I enter the dorm I get feel depressed. And it makes me want to get out, but at the same time there isn't much for me to do outside of my dorm either. I have been talking to Kimi more, it is comforting but I'm scared of that too. I don't want to get to reliant on her again, or too attached. I feel like when school starts for her, she will meet new people and move on from me again. Maybe it is the moments and memories that I miss more than anything. I want to think that this time will be different but I really don't know. Has she matured since then? Have I? I don't know... 

Today I had a long day of classes 12 -4 and also had to stop by the financial aid office earlier on. I am short a bit of money and had to pay the difference, and I'm still trying to come up with the money for my textbooks. It is all so stressful, and I think my best option for next semester is to take online classes, and not pay the outrageous prices for a freshman dorm. But by the end of the semester I will have just gotten used to things. 

Later on my roommate and I decided to walk to Publix, and we ended up buying a 12 pack of tea and 2 gallons of water, it was horrible carrying that all the way back to the dorm ;___; 

As much as I wanted to get away from home, and as much as I bitched about my family, it's weird being so far away knowing only a few people.

I hope it all gets better, and there is only 2 weeks until I leave for Korea! Eelan and I are meeting up in NYC on the 5th and also meeting out other friend for that night, since she is also leaving from JFK about an hour later than us on the 6th. We want to be able to sleep on the flight so we plan on staying up.

I think by that time I will be ready to get off campus for awhile haha.

Tomorrow I have don't have any classes until 8PM. so I am going to organize my dorm a bit better , do my Japanese homework, read my book for SLS, and fester on my laptop watching dramas.