"I shut myself up deep down in those gloomy memories and only went about chasing those shadows ... I want to love everything now. I will run until the end of that faraway sky. Even if I lose those precious memories, I have gained a new future."
처음엔 원망도 많이 했지 울기도 참 많이 울었었지 근데 게숙 그렇게 있다 보니 이게 뭐하는 짓인가 싶은 거지.
It has been a while since the last time i have blogged! A lot has been happening, yet at the same time nothing has been happening. ㅎㅎ
Today I am having a lot of mixed feelings, my mom and dad will be here a later in the evening... I will be glad to seem them, especially my dad, however it is also stressful.
Last night I ended up skyping with Kimi for almost 5 hours, I really feel like I shouldn't have... I can't think of her as a friend, so I don't know how to treat her, it is hard to explain but I don't want to go down that road again... It would be stupid... It is really confusing! We just talked about simple things and it was okay but I felt a bit uncomfortable with it all in the back of my head.
I also spent the money and ordered a new phone It arrived today and they sent me the wrong one! ㅠㅠ I sent a message the store and I hope they reply soon. It isn't a huge deal, it is a newer version of the phone I ordered and the only difference is the look. So if nothing can be done it will be okay.
I also went to the dentist today and they said I need a Root Canal but I won't be able to get it until after I get back from school. ;__; And ever since I have been home it has been hurting! I swear they did something to it today because it was not hurting when I left.
Anyways I am going to go nap, and sleep on some of these difficult thoughts a bit...
I really liked her, still do in a way, but I know I don't want to go through all of that again...
처음엔 원망도 많이 했지 울기도 참 많이 울었었지 근데 게숙 그렇게 있다 보니 이게 뭐하는 짓인가 싶은 거지.
It has been a while since the last time i have blogged! A lot has been happening, yet at the same time nothing has been happening. ㅎㅎ
Today I am having a lot of mixed feelings, my mom and dad will be here a later in the evening... I will be glad to seem them, especially my dad, however it is also stressful.
Last night I ended up skyping with Kimi for almost 5 hours, I really feel like I shouldn't have... I can't think of her as a friend, so I don't know how to treat her, it is hard to explain but I don't want to go down that road again... It would be stupid... It is really confusing! We just talked about simple things and it was okay but I felt a bit uncomfortable with it all in the back of my head.
I also spent the money and ordered a new phone It arrived today and they sent me the wrong one! ㅠㅠ I sent a message the store and I hope they reply soon. It isn't a huge deal, it is a newer version of the phone I ordered and the only difference is the look. So if nothing can be done it will be okay.
I also went to the dentist today and they said I need a Root Canal but I won't be able to get it until after I get back from school. ;__; And ever since I have been home it has been hurting! I swear they did something to it today because it was not hurting when I left.
Anyways I am going to go nap, and sleep on some of these difficult thoughts a bit...
I really liked her, still do in a way, but I know I don't want to go through all of that again...
" Don't let todays disappointments cast a shadow over tomorrow's dream"
This blog is old, I have had it for over a year now, and as I have read through old and new entries I have changed so much. But I think its for the best and I am eager to see the ways I will change in the future. I hope to keep this blog for a long time, so when I'm old I can look back and remember the ways I used to be.
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It arrived today and they sent me the wrong one! ㅠㅠ I sent a message the store and I hope they reply soon. It isn't a huge deal, it is a newer version of the phone I ordered and the only difference is the look. So if nothing can be done it will be okay.