I have a lot of mixed thoughts about everything that happened last night but I guess I will start from the beginning.

I really have been wanting to go out at least once while I was in Korea, and a couple people from the guesthouse were going out as well, so I tagged along. Eelan refused to go so, Dave, me and this hungarian girl Nora went. 

We left the hostel about 10 or 11, and met up with some people from Nora's school. One of the guys looked a lot like Yunho in the face. We all shared a bottle of Soju before going into the club, and once inside we all had a few drinks. I had a really fun time dancing and just not thinking. The Yunho look alike and I danced for quite a while but they had to leave early because they had something to do today. 

After a while Nora and her friends all started to pair off with people, and a couple of cute korean guys came up to me and I danced with them. (From here I'm just going to be straightforward and not pretty this up)

After a while the guy bought me a drink and we went to a noraebang. I know I didn't want sex at that time, but he kept pushing, I ended up just giving him oral, and headed back to the club.

When I walked into the club, Dave was leaving so I decided I was too drunk too and should leave. We walked in the general direction of our hostel and flagged down a taxi, we were both so drunk. Somehow we started making out and what not, and decided we would go to a norabang as well. (I was so drunk)

All the noraebangs were closed so we ended up in a motel.

In the end I lost my virginity. And I'm not sure how to feel really. I mean... I'm glad it was Dave compared to some random guy but still... Anyways I don't really know what to think about it right now. 

I kind of wished I had stayed in. 

Tonight I am walking around with Gyu Jae Oppa around some of the nice night sceneries. 

I really am not looking forward to going back to Miami. 

I have a lot of mixed thoughts about everything that happened last night but I guess I will start from the beginning.

I really have been wanting to go out at least once while I was in Korea, and a couple people from the guesthouse were going out as well, so I tagged along. Eelan refused to go so, Dave, me and this hungarian girl Nora went. 

We left the hostel about 10 or 11, and met up with some people from Nora's school. One of the guys looked a lot like Yunho in the face. We all shared a bottle of Soju before going into the club, and once inside we all had a few drinks. I had a really fun time dancing and just not thinking. The Yunho look alike and I danced for quite a while but they had to leave early because they had something to do today. 

After a while Nora and her friends all started to pair off with people, and a couple of cute korean guys came up to me and I danced with them. (From here I'm just going to be straightforward and not pretty this up)

After a while the guy bought me a drink and we went to a noraebang. I know I didn't want sex at that time, but he kept pushing, I ended up just giving him oral, and headed back to the club.

When I walked into the club, Dave was leaving so I decided I was too drunk too and should leave. We walked in the general direction of our hostel and flagged down a taxi, we were both so drunk. Somehow we started making out and what not, and decided we would go to a norabang as well. (I was so drunk)

All the noraebangs were closed so we ended up in a motel.

In the end I lost my virginity. And I'm not sure how to feel really. I mean... I'm glad it was Dave compared to some random guy but still... Anyways I don't really know what to think about it right now. 

I kind of wished I had stayed in. 

Tonight I am walking around with Gyu Jae Oppa around some of the nice night sceneries. 

I really am not looking forward to going back to Miami.