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"I shut myself up deep down in those gloomy memories and only went about chasing those shadows ... I want to love everything now. I will run until the end of that faraway sky. Even if I lose those precious memories, I have gained a new future."
: Miranda. Akai. 18. Florida. Seoul .
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「나쁜 남자 ★」
written on Sunday, February 5, 2012 @ 6:37 PM ✈
This weekend I have been having difficult feelings, and they have been all over the place. I am starting to realize that I really have very few friends, which I am okay with. But I have noticed I am the only one trying to keep the friendship going. My real life friend who I have been friends with for 7 years now, barely talks to me, and almost refuses to hang out anymore. I don't even know why. And with Kimi I am tired of trying and not receiving a single thing in return, you know? I have been worrying about her as well recently because she has been tweeting such things as "I want to shoot myself." "I want to die." It is really nerve wracking. I have decided that if either of them want anything to do with me, they will contact me, if not I'm already moving on.
Also, Last night as I watching a drama an old friend I used to really like started texting me telling me he was in town and wanted to meet up. He has a a girlfriend now, and after everything that happened I was still excited to see him. However as he continued to text me the conversation became strange, and honestly he was just horny and wanted me to tell him about anything I have done etc. I told him to call his girlfriend, that I'm not like that. And he made me feel like such an idiot for even liking him at one point.
There are so many things about him that made me think about the things I have done and regret... Anyways we ended up meeting up today and his girlfriend came along, it was pretty awkward and put me in a strange mood. I really just want to forget about it.
Tonight I was going to work on some more school work but I am so exhausted I think I will watch and episode of "The Moon embracing the Sun" and sleep early. Tomorrow is a new week and I will be productive :)
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「나쁜 남자 ★」
written on Sunday, February 5, 2012 @ 6:37 PM ✈
This weekend I have been having difficult feelings, and they have been all over the place. I am starting to realize that I really have very few friends, which I am okay with. But I have noticed I am the only one trying to keep the friendship going. My real life friend who I have been friends with for 7 years now, barely talks to me, and almost refuses to hang out anymore. I don't even know why. And with Kimi I am tired of trying and not receiving a single thing in return, you know? I have been worrying about her as well recently because she has been tweeting such things as "I want to shoot myself." "I want to die." It is really nerve wracking. I have decided that if either of them want anything to do with me, they will contact me, if not I'm already moving on.
Also, Last night as I watching a drama an old friend I used to really like started texting me telling me he was in town and wanted to meet up. He has a a girlfriend now, and after everything that happened I was still excited to see him. However as he continued to text me the conversation became strange, and honestly he was just horny and wanted me to tell him about anything I have done etc. I told him to call his girlfriend, that I'm not like that. And he made me feel like such an idiot for even liking him at one point.
There are so many things about him that made me think about the things I have done and regret... Anyways we ended up meeting up today and his girlfriend came along, it was pretty awkward and put me in a strange mood. I really just want to forget about it.
Tonight I was going to work on some more school work but I am so exhausted I think I will watch and episode of "The Moon embracing the Sun" and sleep early. Tomorrow is a new week and I will be productive :)
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Seoul is calling me
" Don't let todays disappointments cast a shadow over tomorrow's dream"
This blog is old, I have had it for over a year now, and as I have read through old and new entries I have changed so much. But I think its for the best and I am eager to see the ways I will change in the future. I hope to keep this blog for a long time, so when I'm old I can look back and remember the ways I used to be.
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