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"I shut myself up deep down in those gloomy memories and only went about chasing those shadows ... I want to love everything now. I will run until the end of that faraway sky. Even if I lose those precious memories, I have gained a new future."
 : Miranda. Akai. 18. Florida. Seoul .
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「Just Please ★」
written on Saturday, January 14, 2012 @ 2:41 AM ✈
 Recently it feels like my dreams and Korea are getting farther away from me. There is so much on my mind this post will be all over the place.  It seems in the end I will not be able to afford going to IUB. I called today and they told me even if I have a legal guardian in the state that has lived there for 5 or more years, I most likely will not be considered an in-state student. Which is the complete opposite of what they told me back in September. My mind has been so set on going there though so I am still considering, I just don't want to make the wrong choice. I was looking forward to living close to family for once in my life, and feeling like I belong in my family. I was looking forward to being closer to some friends as well. IUB also offers a really good study abroad program for Seoul University, and they have a really good East Asian Languages and Culture major that includes Korean. But is it all worth the extra 20,000$ a year? I don't know and thinking about it is stressing me out so much. I haven't been accepted any where else yet, although I am waiting to hear back from FIU still. But it feels like I worked so hard to graduate a year early for nothing now. I wanted to get out of this area, and go someplace new, where I can feel more confident and make friends. But by the looks of it I might end up at Daytona State....
I am going to apply for some city colleges in New York this weekend. They are cheap but even if for a year until I figure out what I am going to do, it would be nice. Just thinking about all this makes me want to cry, I really don't want to make the wrong decision...
I was going to write more, but I got distracted writing this and lost track of thoughts ㅠㅠ
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「Just Please ★」
written on Saturday, January 14, 2012 @ 2:41 AM ✈
Recently it feels like my dreams and Korea are getting farther away from me. There is so much on my mind this post will be all over the place. It seems in the end I will not be able to afford going to IUB. I called today and they told me even if I have a legal guardian in the state that has lived there for 5 or more years, I most likely will not be considered an in-state student. Which is the complete opposite of what they told me back in September. My mind has been so set on going there though so I am still considering, I just don't want to make the wrong choice. I was looking forward to living close to family for once in my life, and feeling like I belong in my family. I was looking forward to being closer to some friends as well. IUB also offers a really good study abroad program for Seoul University, and they have a really good East Asian Languages and Culture major that includes Korean. But is it all worth the extra 20,000$ a year? I don't know and thinking about it is stressing me out so much. I haven't been accepted any where else yet, although I am waiting to hear back from FIU still. But it feels like I worked so hard to graduate a year early for nothing now. I wanted to get out of this area, and go someplace new, where I can feel more confident and make friends. But by the looks of it I might end up at Daytona State....
I am going to apply for some city colleges in New York this weekend. They are cheap but even if for a year until I figure out what I am going to do, it would be nice. Just thinking about all this makes me want to cry, I really don't want to make the wrong decision...
I was going to write more, but I got distracted writing this and lost track of thoughts ㅠㅠ
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Seoul is calling me
" Don't let todays disappointments cast a shadow over tomorrow's dream"
This blog is old, I have had it for over a year now, and as I have read through old and new entries I have changed so much. But I think its for the best and I am eager to see the ways I will change in the future. I hope to keep this blog for a long time, so when I'm old I can look back and remember the ways I used to be.
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It seems in the end I will not be able to afford going to IUB. I called today and they told me even if I have a legal guardian in the state that has lived there for 5 or more years, I most likely will not be considered an in-state student. Which is the complete opposite of what they told me back in September. My mind has been so set on going there though so I am still considering, I just don't want to make the wrong choice. I was looking forward to living close to family for once in my life, and feeling like I belong in my family. I was looking forward to being closer to some friends as well. IUB also offers a really good study abroad program for Seoul University, and they have a really good East Asian Languages and Culture major that includes Korean. But is it all worth the extra 20,000$ a year? I don't know and thinking about it is stressing me out so much. I haven't been accepted any where else yet, although I am waiting to hear back from FIU still. But it feels like I worked so hard to graduate a year early for nothing now. I wanted to get out of this area, and go someplace new, where I can feel more confident and make friends. But by the looks of it I might end up at Daytona State....