"I shut myself up deep down in those gloomy memories and only went about chasing those shadows ... I want to love everything now. I will run until the end of that faraway sky. Even if I lose those precious memories, I have gained a new future."
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「Where U Are ★」
written on Tuesday, January 24, 2012 @ 11:32 PM ✈
 These last few days have been so exhausting, emotionally and physically. Ever since my other classes gave started I feel like there is not enough time in the day anymore, and the days are flying by. Maybe it is because I am so used to having way too much time on my hands? But it has become very stressful. I know where my ultimate goal is, but the paths to that goal keep changing... it is becoming really difficult to see my future that I was so sure of before. I have re-sent transcripts to FIU and FSU. This is really my last hope so I really hope I get accepted. I know for sure I want to get my certification for secondary education as well as TEFL certificate. I also want to make sure I can study abroad at least one year in college... These are the biggest goals I have for right now. I just hope it will all work out... It would be nice if I had a little support, but my grandma seems unhappy no matter what decisions I make, and my mom could care less what I do... But I will continue working hard for myself! The things farthest from my mind seem to be coming to be in my dreams, I have never really had many dreams or nightmares, but these last few days I have, and it's variations of the same thing. Maybe it's the stress of everything? I feel like I am over these feelings, they aren't as strong, and definitely not at the top of my list of concerns. But why do I keep having them? It wakes me up late at night and I cant fall back to sleep easily. I don't really remember them now though... Last night I remember it was Kimi and her girlfriend... and both of them yelling at me for something. I am not sure... I should probably get to sleep since I have a Chapter test in Algebra tomorrow. I have so much on my mind, it will be hard to sleep. I'm breaking down I am screaming out My time is running out What do I do now Oh, give up? Or stand up? I don’t know. I wanna break the spell now I’m drowning now, 叫びはもう 輝くこと 忘れた月のようさ sakebi wa mou kagayaku koto wasureta tsuki no you sa (The screams.. are almost like a moon that forget to shine) Somewhere lady, look and smile at me. Yeah- I’m searching where you are Oh, shining down on me from where you are I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby Oh, please touch my body and my face I’m searching where you are Can you see what I need is where you are I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby You know when I can be where you are Only then I willl shine bright I’m tumbling down, I’m falling apart My time is running out What do I do now Oh, give up? Or stand up? I don’t know. I wanna break the spell now 落ちてく I’m losing myself ochite ku I’m losing myself (I’m falling.. I’m losing myself) 震える手を 日の当たる場所へと furueru te wo hi no ataru basho eto (I’ll bring my shivering hand to the place that the sun lights up) Somewhere lady, look and smile at me. Yeah- I’m searching where you are Oh, shining down on me from where you are I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby Oh, please touch my body and my face I’m searching where you are Can you see what I need is where you are I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby You know when I can be where you are Only then I willl shine bright ゆがんだ世界の かすんだ空だとしても yuganda.. sekai no kasunda.. sora dato shitemo (Even if this twisted world is veiled under the sky) 鳥のように tori no you ni.. (Like a bird..) I’m searching where you are right now, until we fly high!! I’m searching where you are Oh, shining down on me from where you are I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby Oh, please touch my body and my face I’m searching where you are Can you see what I need is where you are I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there, baby You know when I can be where you are Only then I will shine Only then I will shine Only then I will shine.. bright Only then I willl shine bright Only then I willl shine bright 1 comment[s] | back to top |