It's been awhile since I have blogged here! I have been blogging or ranting mostly on my tumblr these days. But I kind of miss blogging here and customizing my posts and such, also this is more private.

Anyways a lot has happened since I blogged here I guess.

I have gotten a job, and even though it's far away I enjoy it. Now it's the summer time and I am stuck at home, and just trying to save so I can prepare to go to Korea in the fall again.

So Dave had said he was going to come out in the summer, but not anymore. As a matter of fact I have decided I am pretty much done. I have suffered enough from whatever this is, and dealt with things I really shouldn't have. Whenever I said something that upset him or he didn't want to hear it was automatically because I was a 'kid.' I mean I know I am younger, and there are things I am sure he knows more about in life than me but at the same time he doesn't mind treating me like an adult in other aspects. So I got tired of it.

I also kept thinking about the way he treated me in SF the 3 days I was there. And I forgave him so easily at the time , but now I am soooo done.

I don't really know what to blog about today since so much has happened since I blogged here so I will try to blog more regularly~

It's been awhile since I have blogged here! I have been blogging or ranting mostly on my tumblr these days. But I kind of miss blogging here and customizing my posts and such, also this is more private.

Anyways a lot has happened since I blogged here I guess.

I have gotten a job, and even though it's far away I enjoy it. Now it's the summer time and I am stuck at home, and just trying to save so I can prepare to go to Korea in the fall again.

So Dave had said he was going to come out in the summer, but not anymore. As a matter of fact I have decided I am pretty much done. I have suffered enough from whatever this is, and dealt with things I really shouldn't have. Whenever I said something that upset him or he didn't want to hear it was automatically because I was a 'kid.' I mean I know I am younger, and there are things I am sure he knows more about in life than me but at the same time he doesn't mind treating me like an adult in other aspects. So I got tired of it.

I also kept thinking about the way he treated me in SF the 3 days I was there. And I forgave him so easily at the time , but now I am soooo done.

I don't really know what to blog about today since so much has happened since I blogged here so I will try to blog more regularly~