"I shut myself up deep down in those gloomy memories and only went about chasing those shadows ... I want to love everything now. I will run until the end of that faraway sky. Even if I lose those precious memories, I have gained a new future."
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written on Tuesday, July 19, 2011 @ 9:02 PM ✈
 Today my grandma told me she has decided to adopt my two nieces. Which has put me in a bad mood. I don't think she needs to because she is already at an old age, and sick. But she is only doing it so she gets a couple hundred dollars more a month. Honestly I think of what they will feel growing up. I used to always think "Why do I live here, Why can't I live with my mom? Why can't I be normal?" Not that I have had a horrible life or anything, but it's just not the same. I also was hoping my sister would come get them this summer like she promised. But apparently not... I miss having a quiet peaceful house. It's impossible to have any time alone, or any time with out someone yelling and arguing when there are 7 people living in a house. I really don't have the patience here anymore, that's why I really hope I can graduate this year so I can move out into a dorm soon. But other than that my day has been pretty boring ;_; I slept forever... Which is strange since I went to bed pretty early last night. I plan on watching some of Ripley tonight....  I'm sure I will be like this by the end of it haha. I am weak when the Chunana is crying! OTL... Anyways I plan on studying a bit of Korean and then sleeping~ Bye bye! 2 comment[s] | back to top |