Last night was graduation, and so many thoughts were running through my head through out the whole ceremony. I felt like I didn't make the best of high school. But it made me realize I just have to make the best of college in the future. But then I remembered that a big part of my high school life I was in a really dark place, and I felt like I had to get out of there had to prove something to all of them, to get out of that place. And I realized last night I was completely 100% over all that, when I could look her in the face, smile and wave. 

Even though on a daily basis it hasn't bothered me, the uncomfortable feeling and memories were still there, but now I feel like its all over now. Finally, I worked so hard for this feeling.

Hmm I had more to say but I have to get ready and head out to the beach and possibly Orlando today... Mom leaves tomorrow ): 

Last night was graduation, and so many thoughts were running through my head through out the whole ceremony. I felt like I didn't make the best of high school. But it made me realize I just have to make the best of college in the future. But then I remembered that a big part of my high school life I was in a really dark place, and I felt like I had to get out of there had to prove something to all of them, to get out of that place. And I realized last night I was completely 100% over all that, when I could look her in the face, smile and wave. 

Even though on a daily basis it hasn't bothered me, the uncomfortable feeling and memories were still there, but now I feel like its all over now. Finally, I worked so hard for this feeling.

Hmm I had more to say but I have to get ready and head out to the beach and possibly Orlando today... Mom leaves tomorrow ):